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[singularjustice]

[ If anyone is looking for N, he will not be easy to find. His Pokemon seem to be missing too, though his name still registers on the SFC. However, he does not seem to be answering messages, though one is free to leave one and try their luck.

He does, however, send out short messages to anyone he has made plans to meet with this week, leaving them a short message that simply says: I need to cancel this week. Sorry. ]


[Private Text to Red]
I'm sorry I upset you.

But I can't be sorry for fighting Silver. I'll leave him alone now. He's got his choices, and I said what I wanted to say.

But I couldn't just let him go like that. Let him take Feraligatr back and think he had won, that everything was going to be okay the way it was. Maybe it's not important to anyone else, what a trainer does to his Pokemon. Maybe to everyone else the rights of a human is more important. But not to me.

Green's right. I don't deserve you. I'm not like other people and I'm never going to be. This just proves it.

[ The message ends there, and then, a few minutes later: ]

Go to the Clinic if you're still feeling bad. And get some sleep.

Comments

[pristinestar.livejournal.com]

I've seen it... I've heard it. And so, I believe it.

[singularjustice.livejournal.com]

...I hope I can believe it too, someday.

[pristinestar.livejournal.com]

I hope the same... [But he's pretty confident that N can believe in himself... someday. He just needs to keep doing his best, too. Stay as he truly is, and it will be fine.]

[singularjustice.livejournal.com]

Maybe someday...

[ Maybe someday N will feel he is worth it. But right now he feels he has to become someone else for that to happen. ]