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[singularjustice]

[ If anyone is looking for N, he will not be easy to find. His Pokemon seem to be missing too, though his name still registers on the SFC. However, he does not seem to be answering messages, though one is free to leave one and try their luck.

He does, however, send out short messages to anyone he has made plans to meet with this week, leaving them a short message that simply says: I need to cancel this week. Sorry. ]


[Private Text to Red]
I'm sorry I upset you.

But I can't be sorry for fighting Silver. I'll leave him alone now. He's got his choices, and I said what I wanted to say.

But I couldn't just let him go like that. Let him take Feraligatr back and think he had won, that everything was going to be okay the way it was. Maybe it's not important to anyone else, what a trainer does to his Pokemon. Maybe to everyone else the rights of a human is more important. But not to me.

Green's right. I don't deserve you. I'm not like other people and I'm never going to be. This just proves it.

[ The message ends there, and then, a few minutes later: ]

Go to the Clinic if you're still feeling bad. And get some sleep.

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[trickfox.livejournal.com]

[He doesn't mind the affection, one eye closing briefly before he comes to lean against his best friend.]

Are you hurting?

[singularjustice.livejournal.com]

[ N closes his own eyes. ]

...yes.

[trickfox.livejournal.com]

Can I make it better?

[There's a look in his eyes, if anyone has hurt him-- Zorua would hurt them in turn. Or try and make the hurt go away, just ask and he would do his best!

Though after a moment of considering.. His eyes seem to glow.

The surroundings change, the buildings and darkness all gone. Instead was a place that could possibly be recognized by N. Long green grass swaying to the gentle breeze, bright blue sky up high. It was Unova, to be precise it was where Zorua lived. It was an illusion, but the wind felt real, and the warmth of the sun did too.]

[singularjustice.livejournal.com]

[ ...it is beautiful.

N looks up at the blue sky, the warm sun...he did not realize it, but he missed the sun.

Reaching to the side, he picks Zorua up and holds him close. ]

You make it better just by being here.

[trickfox.livejournal.com]

[He nudges his face into N, a small whine heard as he does.

He peers up at N, puzzlingly even as the scenery around continues on, the breeze flowing gently and rustling grass about, hairs and fur.]

Really?

[singularjustice.livejournal.com]

[ N burrows his nose into Zoura's fur. ]

Yes. Really.

[trickfox.livejournal.com]

[He sets his muzzle along N's shoulder, keeping the illusion going as he rubs at his own nose a little with a paw.]

Okay, if you say so then N, I'll always comfort you by being here!

[singularjustice.livejournal.com]

[ That gets a small smile. ]

...thank you, Zorua. I am glad to have you with me.

[trickfox.livejournal.com]

That's what friends are for! [fluffy tail swish.]

[singularjustice.livejournal.com]

I am very lucky to have a friend in you.

[ He strokes Zorua's head lovingly. ]

[trickfox.livejournal.com]

[He closes his eyes at the affection, till he peeks up at N.]

Heheh, just sleep for now okay?

[singularjustice.livejournal.com]

Sleep...

[ He is tired. So very tired... ]

That is a good idea.

[trickfox.livejournal.com]

[A paw lightly pats him.]

Sleep, when you wake up I'll be here. [Maybe with some food!]

[singularjustice.livejournal.com]

...all right.

[ He curls up on the floor, which now seems so nice and comfortable, like lying in the grass...

It does not take long for him to fall asleep at all. ]

[trickfox.livejournal.com]

[The Dark Fox Pokemon takes to curling near him, watching N's breathing settle in a pace that alerted him he had fallen asleep. A paw briefly patting his hand, a quiet promise that he'll always look for him as long as he was here.

If that's something that Ash helped teach him, he'll be sure to stick to it.]