...d-don't leave, y-you're sick --

[ This is exactly what he doesn't want, for Red to hurt himself for him. Is going back the only way to stop it? But that means clinging to him, whatever Red says about fighting side-by-side...

N is so mixed up, so many different wants and illusions about how the world should be clouding his mind. ]

D-don't. I-I'll come to you, once I s-stop -- ah -- stop c-crying --

'm so sorry...