Is that how you really feel? Are you intentionally truly just using all of us, like tools?
You're mistaking your feelings for something else, N. I know that you're not that kind of person.
You're just too kind. [Too pure, and naive...] You think that having someone get hurt for you is already a bad thing. While getting hurt is never a good thing, the reason behind it may not be. If someone did it for a reason, be it your Pokemon, me, or anyone else—
Then it is justified. And all our decisions do have a reason. It's not as simple as because we decided to protect you or you ordered us to do it. It goes... much more than that.
Even if you say that you ordered it, it's still our own decision to truly do it or not. We've just decided to do it, because of our own reasons. You're not using us, N. We're not dumb. We have our own minds with our own wills. So, don't blame yourself for that. It's our own.
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You're mistaking your feelings for something else, N. I know that you're not that kind of person.
You're just too kind. [Too pure, and naive...] You think that having someone get hurt for you is already a bad thing. While getting hurt is never a good thing, the reason behind it may not be. If someone did it for a reason, be it your Pokemon, me, or anyone else—
Then it is justified. And all our decisions do have a reason. It's not as simple as because we decided to protect you or you ordered us to do it. It goes... much more than that.
Even if you say that you ordered it, it's still our own decision to truly do it or not. We've just decided to do it, because of our own reasons. You're not using us, N. We're not dumb. We have our own minds with our own wills. So, don't blame yourself for that. It's our own.