... Please, don't say sorry. I wish that I can take the pain away. [As Red really hates himself right now...] I wish that you're here with me, or I with you. I wish that I could hold you now.
You call me strong, you say that I always know what to do... But I actually don't. Right now, I don't know what to do or even say. I'm only human, too. I'm human, just like you.
We all get lost like this. Like you, I don't know what now. I'm just saying how I really feel and what I really want to do. And that is to see you... I want to be able to hold you now.
[Red pauses for now, closing his eyes for a brief silence. But after a small, slow breath...]
[...] Something happened to your Pokemon, am I right? But regardless of that, did they ever blame you?
You're with them now, am I right? Will look at them for me?
Will you tell me if they look at you with blame? I am sure that they don't blame you at all. They still love you, despite your mistakes. [And, Red knows that feeling... He has committed so much mistakes, too. But people still love him for who he is.] Just as you can't bare to separate yourself from them... It's the same for them. It's... the same for me. For us here, the ones waiting for you.
I... want to see you, N. [Right now, even Red's tears started to flow as he opens his eyes again, but gazes out blankly.] Just like them, I don't want to be away from you.
[There's an audible sound of a cry.] I want to be able to protect you and others, too. I want to be strong, too. But if being strong means separating myself from people I love like this, I would rather be weak just to be with them. But this isn't what true strength is meant to be! True strength... Just like how it is in Pokemon, we achieve it by understanding each other... Not like this...!
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You call me strong, you say that I always know what to do... But I actually don't. Right now, I don't know what to do or even say. I'm only human, too. I'm human, just like you.
We all get lost like this. Like you, I don't know what now. I'm just saying how I really feel and what I really want to do. And that is to see you... I want to be able to hold you now.
[Red pauses for now, closing his eyes for a brief silence. But after a small, slow breath...]
[...] Something happened to your Pokemon, am I right? But regardless of that, did they ever blame you?
You're with them now, am I right? Will look at them for me?
Will you tell me if they look at you with blame? I am sure that they don't blame you at all. They still love you, despite your mistakes. [And, Red knows that feeling... He has committed so much mistakes, too. But people still love him for who he is.] Just as you can't bare to separate yourself from them... It's the same for them. It's... the same for me. For us here, the ones waiting for you.
I... want to see you, N. [Right now, even Red's tears started to flow as he opens his eyes again, but gazes out blankly.] Just like them, I don't want to be away from you.
[There's an audible sound of a cry.] I want to be able to protect you and others, too. I want to be strong, too. But if being strong means separating myself from people I love like this, I would rather be weak just to be with them. But this isn't what true strength is meant to be! True strength... Just like how it is in Pokemon, we achieve it by understanding each other... Not like this...!